| Friends Only! |
[Oct. 16th, 2026|06:47 am] |
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From this day on forward, my LJ will be for FRIENDS ONLY...
I don't want random passer's-by reading it from now on... for those of you (if there is) who wishes to read my LJ, you'd better reply to this post with your account logged on...
-Cleed Refaeren eto jin Rafagal
"Friends are a waste of money and a profit of heart"
-Cleed |
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| Fly... |
[Jan. 1st, 2010|12:00 am] |
Wingless and unable to fly
Incapable to explore the nothern sky
Winds of time take me be
To the heavens and clouds i wish to be....
-wingless_ones
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[Dec. 21st, 2006|09:31 pm] |
This will be my last entry for this year and most likely for this LJ... i'll be having a new one...
for this year... i have lost some and gained some... lost a loved one and got someone to love again. Lost friends; and as much as i like too, will never be friends again with them... Lost my soul but was somehow able to get it back again... I Lost a home...
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Things i've learned for this year:
Same as like what i learned way back at elementary:
"People can't be trusted friends and enemies alike..."
"people are selfish"
"nobody cares"
"He who said no man is an island was and is defenitly lying"
"No such thing as friends for life"
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To someone:
Alam mo kung sino ka, kung feeling mo kaw lang ang nasaktan, magisip-isip ka... you don't know what i've been through... kung ikaw, nagpakamartyr ka, ako? hinde ba? malaki ang sinakripisyo mo noon, malaki din ang sa akin, wag mong ipamuka n parang napakakawawa mo! nasaktan din ako! hangang ngayon, hangang panaginip, dala ko parin ung sakit noon! i act happy with her, smiling and all but i know that she sees through me, alam nya na malungkot parin ako... not that i wanted you back because i not only lost a girlfriend then but a friend... i tried to reach out again... to atleast be a friend to you agin but no matter how i try hinde mo pinahalagahan... you say i'm iportant to you but you show and express the opposite... i will not w8 for you anymore... remember when i said: "You have 'till DEC26", it was actualy until that date na magtitiis ako na baka sakali, you'll accept me again as a friend... pero habang nagtatagal, wala... hinde lang ikaw ang nasaktan at nasasaktan, ako din... tandaan mo yan... kahit na ganito ako, may puso din ako, at alam mo na sa ating dalawa, pusong mamon ako... so please, consider my side...
This is my last msg to you... My last message to my only friend... my only best friend... the one who 1st believed... From this day on, i can clearly say that i've lost all my friends... and as much as i want to be, will never be again... i will close all communication to all those that will have to do with her... i'm to tired... tired of grieving for so long... ayoko ng maalala sya... i want to forget evrything that has happened to me this past 5 yrs... sabihin nyo na lahat ng gus2 nyong saBhin, mababaw, manhid... don't try to understand because you won't either...
Paalam sa inyong lahat... |
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[Nov. 8th, 2006|11:15 am] |
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"Friends forever!"
"I will always care..."
"I will always love you..."
These three words that she once told me has been imprinted on my mind and heart ever since... The 1st one, it was sometime around 2nd 1st yr, at my house... The second she said somewhere in campus... and the last, she always said to me before...
"Ok lng yan, not so important people ka naman eh"
Someone told me via text msg, it was during the time when i was suppose to go to someone's birthday party... and since that day too... it has been imprinted in my mind and heart...
I'm happy with Irene... very happy... but that happiness might just fall short because of well... school problems... i'm not really sure if i will still be here in UST for 2nd sem... more or less, even continue my studies...
It's so unfair... now that i've once again found a reason to stay, to go on, move on, things just won't go that way...
I am not asking for something big... All i wanted was a little care... that somehow i still matter... take this LJ for example, nobody knew this LJ existed 'till that post i gave to bry...
i expected at least 1 person to reply to my posts but *sigh* the last reply i got from anyone was 15 weeks ago... The reason i made my LJ "friends only" was in the hopes that someone actualy is reading my thoughts, someone cared enough to spend his/her few minutes to read and reply to my thoughts to my everyday events...
Paul's Birthday celebration last Sunday, nobody took the courtesy to even inform me... I just knew it from Frank when i logged on... he gave me an IM... if ever i didn't log on, i wouldn't know it at all! He was asking if i were going to Paul and Jonah's celebration... and i was like clueless... usualy, i would go... but given the circumstance, i'd say i'm not was not invited... and i truly was not...
I usually said "If people don't care about me, why the hell should I?" but i am still human... no matter how much i tell myself that i don't need them that i don't need friends... God knows I do...
Once again, i feel alone... rejected... left behind... because... i am...
"But why?"
"Because I don't want too..."
And the words suddenly came... like it was said right in front of me... nobody said it but it came...
"Because i couldn't care less... They couldn't care less... nobody cares..."
I'm just plain old Patrick Legaspi Rollo... The outcast, the one nobody wanted, the one always taken for granted... nothing so special... nothing so great... nothing... |
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| I Doubt any1 would be replying either way except... still... |
[Oct. 14th, 2006|10:03 am] |
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Tell me in an anonymous post:
1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note. It doesn't have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. And a hint to who you are.
AND
Ask me a question about any/all of the following:
- Friends
- Family
- Sex
- Music
- Religion/Spirituality
- Love
- Life
- LiveJournal (?)
(Copied from injured_unicorn) |
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